ishh: i need u

ishh: i need u: i need u...some times i just wanna sum it up in these 3 words n sometimes i wanna write n write till words dun come...i need u.... i need ...

i need u

i need u...some times i just wanna sum it up in these 3 words n sometimes i wanna write n write till words dun come...i need u....

i need u to understand....understand me..like no one ever did....more than i say...n beyond my deeds.....

u need not be da perfect guy on this earth....u need not be da most handsome one...i dun wanna show u off to the world...i dun want u for da world...... i want u for me..just me...

i dun want u to shower me gifts cards or flowers....i just want u to be near me....each n everytime i need u n also wen i dun....

i need u to understand....dat sumtimes i reali dun understand..!! this world..the people....why somes things turn out the way they do....n why ppl sometimes behave the way they do.......y sometimes everything is so wierd.......i need u to understand that sometimes i might have a completely different perspective..(sorry many times)...n sometimes i tend to look at things beyond good or bad....n that my views mostly do not match with the general ones....

i need u to understand that i dont take revenges...i dun fight back on many on many things..i dun shout back....but m not a coward... when the time comes i can stand for myself........

i need you to understand that m a bit of confused in everything i do;) .....a friend of mine who now rests in heaven named me confusion personified.....i might say its brown today .....2mrw it may be pink......yet i can stick to many things firmly.......

i need u to understand that i can never hurt u intentionally....i cant..its not in me....

i need u to understand that where ever u are.......i'm waiting for u............I NEED U

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ishh: no title: isnt it strange da way u become immune to certain things that once affected u a hell lot...and now when they happen u dun even wanna spend y...

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ishh: no title: isnt it strange da way u become immune to certain things that once affected u a hell lot...and now when they happen u dun even wanna spend y...

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isnt it strange da way u become immune to certain things that once affected u a hell lot...and now when they happen u dun even wanna spend your energy giving a simple frown...as if i dun even care to react...leave alone argue...ha ha...the same thing affected u so much that each aspect of your life turned hell...n now...[just nothing]

may be thats da stage when u find yourself merrier..more content...n when da most appropriate phrase dat hovers in your mind is...life s good..u tend to look at da good aspects...not those who ditched u but those who stood by u......not those who maligned u but those who were ready with words to make u smile....just a smile:)

once sum1 told me...whenever something bad happens...dun mourn...look at da brighter aspect...LIFE IS A SIEVE...it has just removed those u were nt good to u....so dat u remain wid those who care....sumtimes u cant define situations as..i lost a frd....sometimes they were just not meant to be...!! n i guess what she told me is right..may be..!!

but at  least one thing i have learnt....when u focus more on the good things in your life...good ppl...all da good good...life seems much much much better.....cause you are driving al your energy towards THE GOOD..!!

ishh: i m still learning..

ishh: i m still learning..: "never let a person of the opoosite gender make you compromise with your standards" This had been one of my fav quotes since school....tho...

i m still learning..

"never let a person of the opoosite gender make you compromise with your standards"

This had been one of my fav quotes since school....though i never actually went into da deeper meaning of it...they say u realise things more deeply after they actually happen to u..

may be dats how i m...da moment i let people close to me..i start keeping them first....and most of the times i find i have lost myself.....
i wish people were more appreciative of the power they are given in someone s life...i wish i was more sensible of how much i was letting them control it too...

its only when things go utterly wrong i realise this is not what i am...n of course this is not what i had planned for myself...

LIFE for me has alwz been more than being happy and successful....my aims have alwz been to fly the highest i can...sometimes it disappoints how i let people just cut my wings......dis fact hurts more that in the long run it was i who gave them the ­power...and still i dun believe in keeping grudges.....its indeed hard to keep hatred n add unnecessary burdens on your mind....forgive n forget....not for them but for your inner peace...!!

But then every experience is a stepping stone...a new lesson...which engraves new changes so deeply that u emerge as a stronger person....with a confidence that next time THIS WONT HAPPEN..!!­

ishh: i am still learning.....

ishh: i am still learning.....: "never let a member of the opposite gender make you compromise with your standards" This had been one of my fav quotes since school....tho...

life was a fairy tale

wen i was born i thot mum pa were da world...without any idea of anything that existed beyond da cocoon
...life was a fairy tale n I was da princess:)

wen i entered school...i  discovered a whole new world....wen i reflect on it today...it again was heaven...life seemed only about...friends friends n friends..I MISS da way everything was beaultiful in my eyes...n everything again fitted so well in my fairy tale....

Dos “ den so serious problem” were...

• Preparing da bulletin boards...
• Sports day( it gave me shivers.......i had nothing to do with it)
• My first solo performance..da musical play...
• Dos lil fights wid my best frds....(der  was never a single girl u called your best frds..Too many ppl to care for u.......)
• Da biggest problem..who to take along on your birthday..!!

now wen i think about dem i wish dey all come back...dey were far easier to handle....i remember my best frd once gave me a longgggg lecture on being serious in life n i completely ignored it...seemed weird...life was all about being happy...:):)

ma'am used to say enjoy this life as much as u can cause u will miss it later....

now in college i do miss it like hell....may be not da life as much as i miss da ppl...