Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Thursday 8 October 2015

when an old forgotten song takes you down the memory lane...

An old song,  an old episode of your favorite late TV show or a mere tune is enough to throw you back into the past.Isnt it strange we never think about it…it never plays in our mind  but you suddenly here a song and lo! It takes you down the memory lane…
   Sometimes it takes you there where it felt the best. Your first crush. That  first excitement..
    The first time I saw him..he was the cutest guy I had ever seen. He was so full of life. My friend was all over him and he looked so disinterested. My mum made me talk to him..I remember looking into his eyes all the time..I can never forget that spark…and of course that smile.That intense mutual will to talk more and more…
  Two days later I remember watching him go.I thought I would never see him again.He looked at me until the vehicle drove away..somehow conveyed there was more to it..Sometimes I think if things had stopped at that point,it would have been different. But then that is past,right? You can never change even a bit of it.
  We later became friends..best friends.The first guy friend I ever had. Though we did not meet for a year after that it became the closest relationship I had.We eventually fell in love…there was no reason not to.My first love.My first friend. I wish things had remained that beautiful but we ultimately screwed the whole thing…ended on a bitter note..Though we did reconcile after years but its been all formal.
    Hmm.. So thats what a tiny insignificant (?) tune does to you…it takes you back into that Era but it doesnt let you change it. Thats bad:)

Tuesday 13 December 2011

i need u

i need u...some times i just wanna sum it up in these 3 words n sometimes i wanna write n write till words dun come...i need u....

i need u to understand....understand me..like no one ever did....more than i say...n beyond my deeds.....

u need not be da perfect guy on this earth....u need not be da most handsome one...i dun wanna show u off to the world...i dun want u for da world...... i want u for me..just me...

i dun want u to shower me gifts cards or flowers....i just want u to be near me....each n everytime i need u n also wen i dun....

i need u to understand....dat sumtimes i reali dun understand..!! this world..the people....why somes things turn out the way they do....n why ppl sometimes behave the way they do.......y sometimes everything is so wierd.......i need u to understand that sometimes i might have a completely different perspective..(sorry many times)...n sometimes i tend to look at things beyond good or bad....n that my views mostly do not match with the general ones....

i need u to understand that i dont take revenges...i dun fight back on many on many things..i dun shout back....but m not a coward... when the time comes i can stand for myself........

i need you to understand that m a bit of confused in everything i do;) .....a friend of mine who now rests in heaven named me confusion personified.....i might say its brown today .....2mrw it may be pink......yet i can stick to many things firmly.......

i need u to understand that i can never hurt u intentionally....i cant..its not in me....

i need u to understand that where ever u are.......i'm waiting for u............I NEED U