now i cant find my diary...n i need to write...write now....cz der is nothing else i can think of....cz it concerns me...it so v much concerns me...cz its about breaking of a relation.
break ups can be disastrous...so much disastrous that i wonder y ppl even fall in relations....y we get involved...y we let our emotions get so much dependant on someone...so much centered around someone...that its either him or its nothing..
breakups can be so disastrous to your self esteem..,it can land up changing your perception about you....it lands usuch immense self,doubts....n da attitude u carried about yourself..n al the good things u thot about yourself is just gone.....n no matter how much u try to keep it aloof from rest..it does n,it will affect everything....just everything around u.....i just hate it
in fact right now i hate everything incl myself.....
n now dun know y life has made me,so stupidly introvert that i dun even share wid anyone now...
n y to share..,i guesseveryone is going thru much in der own way...n so m i...,
i dun know whether is it normal to feel irritated when ppl go gaga about their relations once u jv broken up....its like either u want then to shut up or break up too,...its ao irritating...its like y is ders still working,,,,y didn't mine.......
six yrs...n it all comes to this...to a state when der is no understanding...just nothing...n ppl simply curse u......another ..yet another incident...n i feel...hey m such a kid..how do i survive all dis..!!!