Last one..

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No more..

Sometimes u have to lose everything cause that's the only option u have..sometimes u have to do things u never thought u would....leave people u never imagined your existence without....just for their sake....life is strange...sometimes it gives u so much...yet other times nothing...Der r times it gives u everything except what u want....everything has bcum so complex...
   I sit on bed,staring out of the window...wondering if I have someone to say all this....n then a thought springs up....why bother anyone....ain't they themselves surrounded by their own hefty problems...?? Who is interested?
  sometimes everything is fine...u r busy yet happy...content...n everyday u wake up n say ...I love  my life....but the other days u feel a complete void...nothing is clear....u feel like a tiny creature trying to understand the complexities of life ....on your own...trying not to hurt anyone in this process...nor wanna get hurt...
an extremely reserved person I was...until I learnt things get better when u share .... with friends I suppose...!!strange but life again made me a closed box..tightly entangled in chain with locks...keys I have thrown away...just not ready to be open...(really...??)
   only if someone could have understood I was waiting for a bit of understanding....lil initiative...n a little effort to open up again...if only u had given me your hand...